Thursday, May 19, 2005

a rush of nostalgia into my head...

things have changed so quickly nowadays.. scary

anyway a recap of things that happened:

Trip Ke Msia:
As usual, trip was not very fun with 2 grandparents tagging along. the hotel at times square was only good for its breakfast buffet. I even saw a mini roach loitering on the sofa. -_-''' but what i can get most out of this trip is FOOD. Because we're literally eating every now and then. And mostly good food whom the host paid. haha and so i return home with some new clothes, 3 Dan Brown books and 3pounds of lard under my skin =S oh ya, saw a rainbow when i came back! nice man..




Still eating away back in Sg.. Nowadays i'll remember someone whenver i eat lot. haha what an excuse.

Anyway just had a mj session with my grandfather and auntie. It was fast, confusing and i've not the slightest idea what was i doing. No strategy nothing. I was thinking: "whoa, they dug a hole outta my pockets!!". but good thing my mum came to the rescue when she saw me under seige. haha HK style mahjong. Try it at your own risk!

..... still haven't touch anything for BTT coming in 3wks time.. And i can't remember if i've sent that acceptance letter.. And i don't think i can remember the rest of the events coming up in my life.. Its so cloudy up there, and behind those clouds were only people i shouldn't be thinking of.. And this one name clogging my mind 24-7.

When feelings change, people change.

Seems like yesterday when i told myself i will take her as my good good friend forever, but right about now i just felt as though i just knew her.

And since when did i clicked "Grow-up" on top of my head so easily like any teenager in Sims 2.. I feel old. yet incompetent as a mature and responsible person.

the 4e3 gang lost a member just last week.. left me thinking why it happened. pure coincidence or fate? I had my bday presents too. and so did lisa, xiaohui.. actually those bday celebrations are weird. firstly, whoever close to the bday girl will inititate the idea.. then depending on the person's effort, the bday girl might or might not get a bday present/celeb.. and of coz being comparably closer to lorr , i think i should be the one preparing for her bday. but i was always not there when she had her bday. =S oopz. but i don't think its totally my fault when you see how weird the celeb are organised.. haha whatever it is.. friends we will always be! =)

btw, i think i bought lorr's bday present in advance in msia.. nothing much. haha now the present must wait long long sia. haha

lalala shall not think too much for now.. tmr i'll wake up to the noise of renovation upstairs and go shopping! and disturb lisa when she comes back! haha.. and of coz.. ambush on my ex-clolleagues someday.. haha now all the nonsense things to do can come first. At least alittle colour for me the lifeless being..

sadist.

lalal... 62519458, is that you?