ya i forgot to bring my hp today.. wad a miserable day. felt totally detached from the people. and as if no one can find me in the big big school. and couldn't stop thinking of the pple i couldn't see. bleag.
and so i was relying on abit of luck and coincidence as i sauntered to lt 20. seems like its fat hope. and then i felt even more empty. why am i in sch for? i'm not so noble as to say i'm here for the fun of practicals, but thats somehow the only constructive thing i did today.. other than dumb lect in morning where the lecturer breathes into the mike and pronouce words in funny ways.. "vegetables" was funny. and she said government as "garment". and then she says: "cup size varies in diff countries, so u haf to check with your 'garments' cup size" WHOA. i din noe its related.. haha no wonder i eat less.. whahhaha.. oopz
sigh no time to rest and no time to study.. stupid project is stupid. ok hope my projectmate will not see this coz this is some kind of personal attack, unless if she's proud of her image.. that is.. weird. sigh and she has a nice name. ok jus a simple decription: she wore normal big jacket and pants, round metal specs... quite bland, plain and its ok if she doesn't want style. but she had this clip tt made her look alittle auntie.. and today as i looked down on the floor.. i was shocked.
i saw a pair of black sandals tt only my grandmother will wear. and besides tt....
she wore white socks!!
my gawd. i'm getting worried. will i become like that when i reach yr 3? is that how stress change a person?!! oh no help!!
and lastly, she asked who was the yr 1 pharmacy girl in the grp.. dammit. i'm sorry but i'm outta here.
