was giving some thought about it before i slept last nite:
finally realised and double confirmed what is the thing that makes her happy. something that i can never give to her. yep. thats rather sad but there nothing i can do, not even feeling jealous. fortunately, the fervour is over. Great things that i've done in the past have become foolish stories of the present. bleag. but yey that i've grown out from the gundo-ness. good thing i deleted my blog once, if not i'll be laughing at what i wrote last time..
oh wait maybe i've a new target. haha what's new. but this time it'll be different.
anyway some last words before i MIA into unknown frontiers from 27th to 2nd:
i dun wanna go! hahaha. chickening out by the introvert. eh seriously, i'm not so sporty leh y ask me to go?! anyway, i shall rest alot now and hope that i'll survive the ordeal.
and just got flyers from pharm camp. hmm.. tempted. at least those are pple i'll meet more frequently.. lalala lets KIV.
hope to watch initial d tmr.. get this fever over and done with. hhaha. nowadays i seem to be rather suay with meetings. was 1hr late for dinner on thu. today's dinner was cancelled at last min. so hope tmr is okay.
by the way went to mango sale too! bought a pink shirt, (hope its not the color that lorr bought, but my color is rather common.. zz) and light green shirt. wanna buy a skirt but couldn't find. The shop was is a terrible mess man. haha and guys outside were so shocked by the scene. guys inside were.. haha clothes hangers and statues. wonder if lorr's felt the same way..
okiez no bowling next wk.
just take a deep breath and june will be gone. sigh.
