yupz new blog!!! change of colours but mood is still the same. :lonely and sad. k then i shall go study nowz.. cudn't believe tt i was actully psychoing myself tt i still haf lotsa time to study! wad the.. nvm.
oh btw.. someone tried very hard to ask me out to sing k boz but haiz.... he jus made me wanna study even more... nahaha.
i hope u wud feel happier w me than w him.. thats how jealous i am. times lyk this really make me wonder: am i straight? or do i jus haf some weird thoughts?
and if u were really stereotyping sisters as evil and selfish... maybe i cud open u up by treating u as my dearest sister.. but i juz know u wun coz u're so stubborn..
so i gez u'll always haf to disappoint me...
oh man, y can't i jus be CONTENTED???
