ay ay! surfing blogs and one after another i see misery, depression and wad haf they.. can't the blogging community be a lil' more exciting? ya.. not as if everyday is exciting in every one of us.. is it such a coincidence that all the pple's blogs i've read have yucky days so far? i gez so....... pple around me are sad too... trying to reach out far for the hepi ones.. and yup.. the U out there is having fun.. haha.. i'm glad u are..

didn't wanted to blog actually coz i'm in such a calm stagnant state tt the sad pple out there mite bash me up for being in this good state.. worrying is bad enough.. not worrying n wasting life away is even worst.. so i'm not any better than any of u... read thru my chem and realised how pple *coughs* can get an A for it.. bio is screwed too coz of the bio stats qns.. and i dun even feel.... shit where haf my senses gone to?!!!!

maybe it's bcoz i watched city of gods today.. totally numb frm all tt explicit violence, sex and drug-tking scenes in the movie.. i jus felt so lucky and invulnerable unlyk those in the movie.. cudn't understand y the main character din die as easily as the rest.. haha.. and that's my first time watching one whole R(a) movie.... moreover, IN SCH?

ooh PT today was intensive! Jonathan a.k.a the gym instructot taught us how to do weights the correct way... yup hold the weight in the middle and count til 5.. as for lunges.. push all the way down and feel the muscle at the thigh.. oh wadeva! hope i can still walk tmr....

some sad freak jus asked:"wad do u usually do when u're very sad?"......................................
WARNING: DO Not follow my footsteps..

_{haiz.. always haf dis tiny feeling tt i'm not very straight... okok shuddup.}